The Studio

I have, once again, been very bad about updating my blog. Why is it that now that I'm out of school, updating my blog once a day, even with a one-liner, is such a challenge? I mean, I brush my teeth TWICE a day, go to work every day, updating shouldn't be such a difficult thing.

Or so you would think.

Funny thing is, now that I'm out of school, I seem to have less time to do things. Which, in a way makes sense. I mean, I was never in classes for 9 hours a day, every day. I didn't have to worry about cooking dinner, and all the other random things that are necessary to life (such as buying toilet paper). Ok, so I can accept that I have less free time to putz around. What makes it all worse is that time seems to pass more quickly!

I thought that when I got out of school, time would pass more slowly because I wouldn't be racing towards the next set of mid-terms, or the next set of finals. Boy was I wrong. You see, already a quarter of 2006 has passed and what do I have to show. If I don't get off my butt and do stuff, 2006 is going to turn out pretty similar to 2005 -- uneventful. *Sigh*

Evan laughs at me (and looks at me like I'm crazy) when I tell him that I want more drama in my life. I guess it's a kind of funny thing to wish upon oneself. Maybe what I'm trying to say is that I wish there were more excitement in my life (and that drama is one form of excitement).

anyways...enough of my griping about the passage of time. I'm going to try to come up with a game plan to overcome this...

In the meantime, here are my thanks for the past week
...for the winning shot at the pool table, one of those beautiful, self-assured shots that everyone can stand around and admire (3/28)
...for bargain books! (and good ones too!) (3/29)
...for catching up with old friends (3/30)
...for blossoming romances, hopefully (3/31)
...for purple calla lilies (4/1)
...for romance novels of the non-trashy variety (4/2)

Time, where did you go?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Wait, don't go so fast
I'm missing the moments as they pass
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
So wait for me this time
I'm down I'm down on my knees I'm begging for all your sympathy
But you (I'm just an illusion) you don't seem to care (I wish that I could)
You humble people everywhere (I don't mean to hurt you)
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
So wait for me this time
I should've know better
I shouldn't have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now this is my time
I'm going to make this moment mine.
(I shouldn't have wasted those days)
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
I've looked in the mirror
My world's getting clearer
So wait for me this time